Connie Chambers

Thay want me to be steady as the river
but river are never stead the always changing
never stoping, they always chose the way that
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if your quiet an use all ur senses ull here
somthing a beutilful as u say i am
If you stay with me than you will here it as a beating drum
one from a hidden place i shall try to find
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why cant I just be me when it comes to school

or just life in general
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A dream changes wat I feel
for this stronge thing I have
no control over
A vistion in your head while
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A sound is there that you cant hear, only I and a fewother may hear
we that hear invite angels of earth
Weeping though that course wood is a narrow trail we can find only when walking alone, seaking what may come
Along the trail a flowing stream full of life. It seems to follow every step untill it parts fast to the right as if trying to tell us not to go furture. not to see whats next
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Sometimes love, feels like pain, and sometimes I wonder if it's all the same, sometimes life, feels just like rain, cause you never know, when it's gonna
fall down on you

I wish you well, I wish you well, on this trip to find yourself, I wish you well, wish I could help, but I can't help you find yourself
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Come on Baby Please don't cry,
I know its gonna be alright
Stiffen up and hold it, I'm gonna be here all night
I know nobody is here right now and you cant see why,
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It stings the cut on my arm and the bump on my head
just as they always do
Its over within 30 seconds so little time such pain and deprssion
there are always people when we fight and im the one to blam
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Black and blue
with a heart hurt
and cold as ice
I spoke to a boy
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YOU SAYU HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE SAY GOODBYE
BUT THIS IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY TO YOU
YOU CHANGE THE WAY YOU LIVE WHEN WITH AN GIRL
YOU NEVER SEEM TO BE THE PERSON I KNOW U CAN BE
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why am i still her y didnt she just do it
end all my suffering, ik ill be missed but people move on they forget things maybe ill be forgotten in there lives
i dont mind ik i can make it somwhere else insted of here
pain, tears, sadness are all the thing people see in my eyes these days
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I havent eaten today, Ik i should know better
Choris-
I need u to know im not tho the day
Im still fighting with my elders, i need u to know that u'll be ok
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though all the days i had scread for you,
u hear my prays but u must be to busy to answer an lonly girls crys
tho all the years i have tried many differnt things to keep the pain afar
you keep me away from the pills i could have easilly taken
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last last nigh while in my deepest sleep, i had a dream

I needed to talk to him yet it was about 2am. at night and I got a ride from my friend t.b to go over his house
I didnt want to wake his grandparents so i knoked on his window
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You saiD that if u and the other girl dont end up working out
Yuo said your mine, well my my angel i dont know if i can do that
You say that if i want something i should go for it
i tried to go for wat i wanted but befor i could u said u
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of all the times we walked together
you never seemed to know about my past
i want you to know that its ok to sayy i understand
of all the times we talked online
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Fear is wat I feel when u dont talk to me,
its the only feeling I can seem to reach for
when i can see ur mad at me,
I never know why u are but I can sence you are
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ik u have a little secret and would
tell me wat it is,
But i think ik wat it is
I cant beleive it maybe true
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Three little words people say to much
Three littles words say quite a lot
Three little words mean wat other wat them too
The question is do these three little words
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Iv always liked walking thruogh the forests but when ever
I do I end up cring trying to figure why i cant be happy
when everyone likes im actually popular, somwhat
And though I cry I always feel better after, better like
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