Complicated Collison

Cutting myself to
Make everything else
Go away but really
I’m just killing myself
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Cutting myself
Not eating
Not sleeping
All things that make everything
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Its sad when people you know
Become people you knew
When you can walk right past
Someone like they were never a
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Acting as if I’m okay
Day to day feeling pain
Doing nothing to help myself
Lying to friends and family
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All I am is a screw up
Nothing in my life matters
Some say I’m a good person
I can do whatever I want
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So you think you know me?
answer me these....
have you walked in my shoes?
hung out with me for a long time?
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Music is my strength
Crying is my life
Laughing is a cover
For my feelings
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-Trying to get
everything back
to normal but
nothing I do
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I asked you
to play soccer
with me and her (kaitlin)
and you accepted
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Everytime I hear
your name, I get
a great big smile....
I love talking to you
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Your always with her, rather
talking
laughing
making crazy jokes
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Parents think they
know everything about us
when really the just
don't want us to be ourselves
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Your always on my back
you never have trusted me
you never let me do things with my friends
I love you but
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Your always telling me
that I date jerks
that I can do so much better
I'm smarter than I think
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Driving myself to the limit
not letting people get to me
not letting a great guy have me
dating guys that always hurt me
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Your always flirting
with her best friends
and you know
she wouldn't do that
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It's been a few weeks
that we broke up but
I can't get you off my mind
I can't stop talking about you
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Your always telling me
that I date jerks
that I shouldn't be with him
well now you are the one
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You tell her you love her
but you don't act like it
you flirt with her friends
we all tell you to stop
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