It's like you're playing me in rewind, I'm starting to untwine
The waters that I'm treading in are oh so unfamiliar here
You're breaking the ice around this shell, that’s sentenced me to hell
The barriers that I've put up to keep me from falling in
...
You told me all your lies
And I believed them
I let them pile up one by one
Until they pushed me away
...
There I sat to talk about days Long gone
My words just went on and on
But as the night crept nearer
My head grew much less clearer
...
Every day I consider my life
And my enmity grows for it with strife
Some people say I'm heartless
But others see they're wrong
...
As I look at me I can see
Softly, Gently I am dying
Little is left for me now
That has not yet been defaced with pain
...
I’m taking in a new breath
And I’m finding it so hard
The ideas inside my head
Are tearing me apart
...
I enjoy to write when I don't know what else to do. I would never brag about what I write because I don't think it's high quality, but I enjoy to share it becasue that's what words are for. Langauge was created to share thoughts. Words and writing was created to exrpess those thoughts.)
Adoring Love
It's like you're playing me in rewind, I'm starting to untwine
The waters that I'm treading in are oh so unfamiliar here
You're breaking the ice around this shell, that’s sentenced me to hell
The barriers that I've put up to keep me from falling in
Are crashing down around me here, you're more than I can bare
It’s like you’re the angel and the demon that wakes within my sleep
Am I dreaming now
Or just barely breathing
Every breath’s a pain
Every breath’s so sweet
I’m feeling once again
I’m feeling once again
You’re laugh’s undeniably addicting, far too much convicting
The tomorrow can’t come soon enough where you are by my side
And if your eyes see through me, I wonder what will be
A lion that you tamed or a lamb pretending to be more
Everything I hid inside, I’m learning has yet to die
I can’t believe that my eyes are open, only night can bring such feeling
Am I dreaming now
Or just barely breathing
Every breath’s a pain
Every breath’s so sweet
I’m feeling once again
I’m feeling once again
Now I hear the laughter in my ears, the gates are up no more fears
What a fool I’ve made of myself this go around
And so I settle within my head, and can’t wait until I’m dead
You’ve woken up the hate I buried in the ground
Don’t help me while I’m falling, I can hear the bottom calling
Such is only a thought when my eyes are closed, sleep’s my feeble reality