Christian K. Montiel Poems

She was in love blind with a sick heart
And he was in love with her innocent soul.
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Black rain.
I’m here feeling the black rain pouring down in my face, the hopes and the dreams are long gone from my life and what is inside of me is anger and sorrow.
Trough the rain you can’t see the sun and when is no sun is no light to make my life bright and what it is darkness into my view blurry images of a better way out.
I’m trying to reach for my way out but I’m sinking into the milky puddle that is where my faith when down the drain and no more smiles into my faces just numb feelings that I would never believe.
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Little sad eyes.
Looking into those brown sad eyes I can see how lonely you are, but I try to reach for you and you got away for the fear that is inside of your head.
Damn! Woman what in the hell went wrong with you, you are such a pretty woman but I guess the demons into your life make you blind to see differently.
You find me with a lot suffering inside of my soul, I guess more than you know, but I never show the sadness into my eyes, that is why you always see me smiling.
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Wish.
God give me a lot of chances to be happy but I walked away because I was afraid but now that I got another one I guess is too late.
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I was seventeen, she was sixteen we love each other,
with no end, I felt like she's my other half but her dad
Didn't believe in our love.
We always hide around the hill right behind my house
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Father
I wrote a poem for you father, trying to explain that even the roots of hate are deep into my heart, I still find some type of love for you.
Twenty six, well twenty seven years and I still don’t have an excuse for you, my wait for you end long time ago but I still hope that I can find you someday of my life.
You left but all this feelings stay, stay inside of me, misunderstood to what was good for me, I don’t hate you but I hate that you didn’t stay to see me prosper and grow and into my lonely nights I still wonder why?
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I call you yesterday but your mom told me that you wasn't there,
the problems between us don't change, I wonder why? funny now that I'm thinking that everything is going to be all right but I guess I should let you go some how out of my life for good.
My sister saw you yesterday talking with some guy I'm not mad but how fast a heart heals? too fast for what it seems but you know me I'm really not good on paying attention that is why everything between us fail.
I told my mom that I'm sorry I have fail as a son and to my friends I have fail as a friend, my friend amanda told me that I should stop making fake storys to star a conversation because I'm not just lying to her but to my self and I should be more honest.
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