Christian K. Montiel Poems

Are you lost?
Rain drops outside of your window, you can hear each one like the beats from your heart, kitchen oven is on, because the night is cold and you are alone in your own.
Baby daddy is too busy chasing panties, and you still wondering if true love will make him to come back to you but for now you still living this nightmare and make you think how long all this bad time will last?
Come home is what your mother told you but your pride is too high even if pain takes you sleep every night, kids ask how long is dad going to be gone but your answers is the silence that burn your soul.
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Blue moon
One more night with out you,
Is one more night to dream about you, my nights are lonely and colder as get older with out you under this blue sad moon?
Tonight I’m here writing down something’s about you, but is just a waste of lyrics because you never going to read what I had wrote, whenever I was thinking about you.
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Sweet pain.
Now you are gone from life and tonight everything is going to change, so all what is left is this deep sweet pain in side of my chest.
“Tick tack” I hear the clock I feel like is going to drive me crazy this thing; I mean the loneliness of feeling so alone in this room.
Sweet little thing, sweet little moments and sweet pain is what is left of your love and now everything went down the drain, pretty much everything is gone.
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Borrowed.
Let me take you by my side tonight and show you my life from a different view, pretty much something you never knew.
Driving trough this lonely town, I try my best to take you out from my head but it doesn’t matter what I do, I always see you next to me.
I try to get my self together but my life is just a mess, I’m just a fool and I know karma will get me someday.
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I always thought that life was going to be,
The best for me, even that you left me alone,
I never left the hope that you were going to
Comeback into my life again.
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Mourning love.
I look to every picture and I turn every page with a pain that just won’t go way, sometimes I smile, sometimes I cry into my lonely nights of my life.
Where do you go? It seems that you been gone for too long but I guess, I just can’t take it anymore, this sorrow has fill my soul and sometimes I ask my self what you and god are up to?
I pray to you with the smile in my face and I close my eyes so I can see you smiling at least for the last time but it just too surreal trying to believe all the things that happen to me.
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Little girls
Little girl you are so beautiful and innocent like your sister and I think you are going to be so strong like you sister when I see you for the first time I knew you were something special I see that into your eyes.
But the same way that you sister looks so strong when she smiles I see the sadness into your eyes and sometimes when you cry is not just that you want to cry is something more deeper like inside of your little soul.
Both of you little girls are just two souls two angels who fall from gods hands into this world where is hard to live and even me that I’m just twenty years old and already see what life has to offer to any one that try to live it on the free care and the easy living.
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Go on.
Go on little girl I open to you the doors of this world and go on and learn what you need to know.
Go ahead and don’t look back ill be right behind you watching over your shoulders like your guardian angel, so you don’t have to be worry about anything but your destiny.
Don’t cry and dry your eyes because life will be harsh but will pass like the clouds in a sunny day and on this time of the day the sun will shine in your side.
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Sea shells.
Walking along the beach looking at the silly seagulls trying to skip the waves of the sea, Bella the image of the dawn that sinks in the ocean.
I count my footprints to see how many steps I walk but I guess everyday change just like the shapes of the sea shells that hide on the sand, where they don’t want to be found.
I wrote you a letter yesterday but you move long time ago, it seems that was just now when I was hearing your sweet voice.
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