Christabelle Marinelarena

Now while my lips are living
Their words must stay unsaid
And will my soul remember
To speak when I am dead
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F ollowing you around the house
A s quiet as a mouse
T iptoing behind you quietly
H oping you dont turn and see me
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R unning around the raiders parking lot
A fter the game we just lost
I n the black hole
D rinking till we dont have a soul
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The way you smile
It turns me on
The way you laugh
What can go wrong
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People all around me, But still I am alone
Someone tries to love me, But my heart is made of stone
Noone can get in, And I cannot get out
So noone can ever win, Thats what this game is all about
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Sexy guys with cowboy boots
Beats all guys that wear suits
Guys with cowboy boots come from everywhere
Guys with short or long, blonde or brown hair
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Death is something you cant run or hide from
Sometime or another it's going to happen not only to some
Death is something for you and me and everyone never to fear
Because you see for some it's far yet to come and others so so near
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Dont want to be in this life anymore
Every part of my stinking body is sore
After I kill myself
Think of me never again
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Leaving this world is so hard to do
When you say goodbye to only a few
I've had the urge all my life
My only belonging is a knife
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Who or what is death?
I think its your last breath
Have you ever tasted death?
Do you go numb, do you go deaf?
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Mamas is so small
Yapping and barking, thinks she's not small
Doing what dogs do in the grass
Only if she wasn't a pain in my a**
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P urring and rubbing against my leg
A nd leaving hair everywhere like a plague
T ickling my face with your whiskers
C atching bugs and getting in the stickers
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A ll the times I looked up to you
A ll the times you were there for me
R emembering the times we fought were few
O nly if I would've saw you were looking out for me
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A ccepting you into my families life
R emembering back when we first met
M aking yourself Aarons wife
I nside our world we didn't know it yet
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M om and Dad I choose you your the best
O ut of any of the parents or any of the rest
M aking my life worthwhile and complete
A ny other parent I'd gladly delete
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T o you from me on this special day
O ur precious girls happy they will stay
M e and you are so lucky
Y ep, without them it would be sucky
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T ick tock our time is short
O n the trampoline or basketball court
M y precious minutes with you
Y es, so sad, are only a few
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M ove your hand away from my smokes
Y ou gotta habit, your broke as a joke
M ake your own money to support your habbit
A nd dont think that when I'm not looking you can grab it
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B eing able to do visits with you
E ven though they are so few
T alking and laughing for a while
T hinking of those times makes me smile
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