Chris Natalius

Sitting here alone, in the swarthy night,
Watching the star along with the crescent moonlight,
I feel I’ve fell down to a dark side of my heart,
I thought I’ve become a horrific person,
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I’ve lost my soul,
My heart has cold now,
This cold heart will never melted again,
There will be no more love,
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I never felt this before,
I don’t know what is on my heart,
All I know is you,
Knowing you makes my life colorful,
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I don’t believe this happen to me,
I don’t even think you’d left me,
I thought that I’m dreaming,
But that’s real,
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Look at the sky tonight,
The star twinkling for you,
The moonlight clears your shadow,
Mirror of yourself twinkling for me,
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17 years since your gone,
It’s been a long time you left from our life,
We’ve been spend the beautiful day without you,
It render me to forget you,
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Standing here alone,
Staring at the blue ocean,
I don’t realize my tears dropp from my eyes,
Flow to the vast blue ocean,
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First time I see you, My heart beat so fast
I know that I was falling in love with you
I want to hold your heart but I can’t do it,
Coz I know that you already have your choice,
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I know I shouldn’t make you sad
I know I shouldn’t broke my promise
I know I shouldn’t left you
But now it’s only repentance for me
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Winter has changed to spring,
Render blossom of flowers efflorescent,
But still I can’t let the cold heart go,
I’ve lost my soul,
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It’s a grim day,
My eyes couldn’t see anything,
My heart couldn’t feel anything
This world feels nonexistent
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Now, I know that the rain always belong with me,
Everytime It's raining, there is a sadness in my heart,
I just want to say I'm sorry,
I know I've done the wrong thing,
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You’re the person that fill my heart,
I can’t lie about that,
Whenever I see your smile,
Whenever I talk with you,
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Hearing the song of loneliness,
Thinking of questions with no answer,
Searching the meaning of grey,
Wondering is there any place for me in your heart?
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Everything has changed,
The way I behave,
The sky I see,
The warmth I feel,
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Every single day I went through alone,
Convince me that I can forget about you,
But, even a single memory can be erased,
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It seems I've forgotten what I wanted to write,

The only thing I can remember was the touch of your hand,
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Two years has passed,
Looking back on what he had done,
Without noticing, selfishness and ignorance,
Has hurt others feeling,
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Time flies so fast,
It seems like yesterday, when he said she is ‘the one’
But now the affection slowly fades away,
Time really change everything,
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