Cherelie Bonsadan

Lost in the wilderness when im with you
Drown by the springs calm thoughts of you,
with those defeaning silence of memories
spinning in my head fresh and new
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I tried to get rid of you
I decided to forget you
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Dearly Courage and Ghostly Fear
(August 5,2011) by: Cheng
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Coldness embraces the alleys
As we walk through them
Has the later conversation made you still?
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Every time a family relationship
Is getting worst in this home,
I only wanted to go away,
be alone in a silent place
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How could time reveal,
the things deep inside within me, a rebel
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I ask myself, ”How much do you care? ”
I just remember the time you caressed me
when im in great trouble,
trying to make me strong
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We preferred to be like that
Stick to it as hard as we can,
Like spring that constantly bubbles up til it overflow
Like a bonfire beside the seashore
selflessly sharing its warmth
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It’s heart strickening the day you hold my hand,
You hold on tight having no chance to take it back
I felt paralyzed,
Unable to move for a certain reason never been told
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Buds surely fling at its lenticels,
grew ever greener with tiny teardrops shower,
butterflies who can’t restrain
churning down its throat the sweet nectars,
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Where are by this times?
Why not a soul of your texts cross
the screen of your phone?
How could you ever dare,
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