Charlie Watson

Hey Dad look at me now,
Look at how i've grown.
Opps I forgot your not around,
I guess thats why i'm always feeling down.
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You said my smile was worth more than a thousand words
You said you love to see me smile everyday
You said all those beautiful things
Before god came and took you away
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Away from here my world collides.
Just another way to suffer,
Another way to die.
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Why?
Why didnt you come up to spend my birthday with me?
Was you to busy to smoke pot to see,
See that your baby sister was waiting on the porch for you,
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I try to hold back
These tears I cry.
Me just thinking about you being over there,
Kills me inside,
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I said its about time
You get on with your life,
Boy I know your going threw a lot of pain and strife.
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Let God be my witness
When I comment sucide,
All because of you and your ways of love lied.
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Somebody stole my shoe laces,
I've looked every where,
Even in the oddest places.
Do you know where my shoe laces are?
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She was a stout little girl who grew up in a semi-abusive world
Physically and emotionally
Yeah what a ride it was
Most people don’t understand how much pain it causes and how much hurt it does
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I don’t know how to say this,
But its exactly how I feel
You loving me couldn’t feel more real
You say you’ll wait for me,
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Please just leave me here for the waken
As my heart is left for the taken
Tears may fall more everyday
Each and every time you walk away
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Your like that one song I cant get out of my head
Your like that one dream I cant stop dreaming about when I go to bed
Your every thing and more
Your that one boy that I just so happen to adore
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I wake up every morning and your not around,
I guess that’s why I’m always upset, I guess that’s why I’m always feeling down
You said you’d always stay,
But you lied again, yeah with out saying a word you walked away,
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I thought I could get over you
But every time I did you kept coming back
So I grit my teeth, hoping I wouldn’t fall again,
But I do every time, so let this pain begin
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I wonder in time
Why everything happens for a reason
Just like that anything could change
Even if your best friend is out in the middle of a war and gets shot close range
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Its still hard to smile
When your not around
I still laugh in side
But I don’t make a sound
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I saw you today
I’m sorry I didn’t say hey
I guess I got choked up
I mean I’ve known you for a while
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I saw you today
I’m sorry I didn’t say hey
I guess I got choked up
I mean I’ve known you for a while
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Let me go
Let me fly
Let me breath till the day I die
Let me run
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You wanna know why
Why I fake my smile every time you come around
Well I’ll tell you why
Cause I don’t like for you to see me down.
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