chantel weston

a could winter wind
blows through the sad winter trees
a photograph of him looking back
floats down on the wind
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love sick
lonely angel
hated and brused by the one
the one person
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jupiter stars
make such a beautiful halo
wraped in an endless circle
around her head,
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i wish i knew what to do
how to stay brave
not to become uncofertable
be able to explain things in such a way
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my flame
never died it never
even flickered
or wavered in any way.
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im sorry
i wish i had known
that my ending this would do this to you
if i had known i would had held on longer
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there are so many things
that i can not understand
that are not made clear
by teachers at the stands
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I hate
How you play doctor
You try to fix everything
Even though you have no clue.
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if any one gets hurt
its always my fault
im not the only one that blames me
they all do
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blood red
pools swirl
around, you
standing still
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sceard to death
that one day
you will stop loving me
sceard that one day
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no can feel my heart slowly braking
the fact that it feels like it is slowly tearing
and that i am no longer breathing
i try to take it slowly
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'a mans role
is not to nurtur
its to be strong
to be the provider.'
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he walked out
out of the darkness
to show me that he could handle
all the things that i needed him to be
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dont fully know, just how to say
what i should say...
my heart is tangled up and i find
that i like it, i like how i get confused and flustered
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theres a pain that i have learnt to ignor.
something that has dulled over time
something that you dont feel unless you touch it
or some one else touches it.
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you would
know that he would try to gain back
what he lost
right when i seal it tightly away
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space to cry
space to scream
space to grive
that all i need.
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Depression

swirls in clouds of blue and gray
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wont you just stop?
i need you to stop!
i dont want to hurt you...
im scared i wont stop.
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