Cassandra Howell

Our friendship has always been strong
Even when we didn’t know it
We’ve forgiven the things done wrong
Every single thing and every little bit
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Every time I'm near you
Every piece of me seems to ache
I begin to feel like I'll crumble in two
But I hold together for love's precious sake
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Crawling, crawling
You’re beginning your life

Walking, walking
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Ever made that one mistake
That you knew would bring pain
All night you lie awake
While everything comes down in vain
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The sound is deafening
They won’t stop the madness
They’re words are threatening
Bringing only hurt and sadness
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Life is struggle
But you always hear the sound
Of the voices in a toggle
And you don’t know where you’re bound
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I thought you were a true friend
We shared secrets many times
I thought I’d never see the end
But the sun no longer shines
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I can see the pain in your eyes
I can sense the hurt in your heart
In my head, I can hear your cries
It’s plain to see you’re falling apart
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The Devil no longer clings to me
And I no longer to him
God is stronger than he could ever be
And He has forgiven my sin
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How do you take back what's been done?
How do you go back and rewind?
Suffering for my sin has now begun
Not a single wrong was left behind
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I'm searching in the darkness
I'm groping for something to grasp
In the distance I can see a light
And it's barely out of sight
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Was it a lustful obsession?
Or was it a true feeling
Was it the remedy for our depression?
Or just an endless ceiling
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Do you ever feel broken?
Do you ever wish your feelings could be spoken?
All you feel is darkness and hate
Every little thing is dangling like bait
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Little ones are killed everyday
And the doctors don’t seem to care
“They’re not yet humans, ” is what they say
Just the thought, for me, is too much to bear
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