carlee banks

I miss the laughter
I miss the sun
I miss our jokes
I miss our nights together
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here it goes again
another night
another fright
another feeling
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I used to think when I loved someone lots
that picking petals off flowers would show how much
but the truth came out and I stopped such thoughts
years passed and the thoughts came back
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I think about
Love, life, and him
Of course I picture him with me
Vulnerable is our relationship
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he's like a magician putting me under his spell
hypnotizing me with his piercing brown eyes
is this a magic trick he's playing on me?
is this all an illusion?
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A little to late. That's all you ever are.
Late for everything all the time
In time you might ge better
Though I doubt that
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I will not fight
i will not have a fright
i will not flight
i will not
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Faking laughter, faking smiles all so i won't cry
I wish I could fly, fly away from the drama and hatefulness that fills life
fly, fly away like birds to warmth
fly, fly away like a plane heading north or
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