Carla Pizano Poems

Depression is my life without you,
Depression is the darkness taking over the light,
Depression is the thoughts of suiside
Depression is islolation from the outside world
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You,
I loved you,
I gave you my heart,
you were my world,
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The silence is scary
The silence is dreary
The silence is rainy
The silence is dark
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You said it was over and i cried;

You said it was over and i almost died;
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The day I said, I love you
The day I said I love you, I really meant it;
The day I said I love you, I was ready;
The day I said I love you, I had butterflies in my belly;
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Life can hurt, have pain,
Life can be fun, no gain,
Life is a surprise, that jumps out and play,
Life is a wonder, you try to figure out all day,
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Why bother, if you missed 14 years of my life,
Why bother, if you missed my first step,
Why bother, if my first words were dada,
Why bother, if you missed my first smile,
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Why should I go through this pain, the torching pain of being me?
Every day I have to lie, to keep from bearing whom I was born to be.
Every one laughs, every one teases,
However, no one knows the pain I am going through.
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My mind is always racing,
My mind is full of thoughts of bad things like,
I hate my self; no one will ever love me, and so on…
My mind will have thoughts of suicide or to hide from the world,
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