Candika Niada

Candika Niada Poems

There is a wise lady
Who inspires my life.
This sweet woman
Is my uncles wife.
...

She waits until evening
When everyone is asleep.
Then she sneaks out the window,
To take her big leap.
...

I am bound and broken,
Lying bloody on the floor.
No longer with innocence,
I'd had before.
...

A vast array of colors
Lies beneath your feet.
Each tiny grain of sand
Placed perfectly where it should be.
...

Once a seedling
Well nourished and fed,
Now a giant elm
In my garden bed.
...

Petals begin to open,
Dew begins to drip,
The sun begins to shine.
A good morning is near.
...

The grip on my heart
Tightens with each squeeze.
The love I once felt
Slowly drains within me.
...

Early in the morning,
As the sun rises in the east
A flower opens;
An elm tree sings,
...

Bottled up inside
Of a heart growing cold
Are all the words
I can never say.
...

While walking down lifes gravel road,
I came upon a Y.
To the right a weary path paved over by time,
To the left a small dirt road.
...

If my heart could sit down with yours
It would tell you just how handsome
You really are.
My heart would assure yours
...

Now I'm stuck in this Dilemma,
A Trickery of sorts,
While approaching in my Deftness.
A Treacherous being stalks just behind me.
...

A Guilty
Blemished soul
Simply Lost
In Snow,
...

Oh, how I yearn
For the simplicities
Of life.
A chocolate bar,
...

She lay beneath the cold hard clay
Her body she could not feel.
Her skin touches the lace within,
Of a coffin so very real.
...

A heart of terror lurks in the midst,
Always just one step behind.
I am constantly running from
This fragment in my mind.
...

Venture to the darkside,
You'll find me lost in pain,
Sticking this needle,
Deep within a vein.
...

I remember the day we met,
The happiness I had felt for you,
Suddenly became real
The moment I laid eyes on you.
...

19.

A life full of hardships
Was placed before you
In your mothers womb.
An angel born into a world of wickedness.
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20.

Step by step, day by day
This is how we learn;
Learn to make it in this world.
Just as a babe fails to walk,
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Candika Niada Biography

My name is Candi (no really it is) . I'm 23 years old, and female. I grew up in a poor household with grandparents who spoiled me. My parents divorced when I was 6. My mother moved us away from Texas to Florida where we had noone but her significant other (I guess my other mother) . I left Florida when I was 17. I came back to Texas. I met my 'high school sweetheart' over the internet and after I graduated, he moved to Texas with me. We were married 2 of the 7 years we were together, then we became just another divorce statistic on a paper somewhere. I have done good the past year (since the divorce) , but in August I had a nervous breakdown and attempted suicide. It obviously failed, and I was locked up for a week before they decided I could go home. Since then I'm learning slowly how to live life again, to find some sort of meditation and solace. I'm finding it in my poetry.)

The Best Poem Of Candika Niada

To My Soulmate Sister

There is a wise lady
Who inspires my life.
This sweet woman
Is my uncles wife.
She has always been there
Through thick and thin.
She has never let me down
Even when things were dim.
She holds the key
That goes to my heart.
No one else can get through,
The walls just wont part.
No one else will ever know
Exactly how I feel,
But this wonderful lady
Has shown me best friends are real.
She knows everything about me,
Both inside and out.
Whenever I need her,
I only need to shout.

Candika Niada Comments

Pearl L Johns 18 December 2008

i admire the way you put yourself out there warts and all and bare your soul. you are very very brave, and i am proud of you....love you

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