Can I Live?

If my world were perfect
And we were all blind
And my love had fallen
Into this state of mind
...

What life of yours could pay for this false hope?
Lying, screaming, always, always for more
Tightly rolled cigarettes and hot Death smoke
On your hands and knees, you searched on the floor.
...

I remember too well about falling.
And in my sleep, I said those words I hate
because all they brought me was pain and rage.
That look made me weak and left me crawling.
...

I believe that this world’s clock is ticking,
Disaster around the corner,
Waiting for its next victim.
From what I have seen…
...

You promised you would never hurt me
I smile and I believe.
I believe in you.
I believe I am what you make me
...

You'll never know
[you'll never know]

Not who I was
...

Wait for me
I'll be in my dreams
Tonight it seems that
Forever you keep me
...

My eyes are full of fire
Can't I just fly away?
My mouth is full of dirt
My nose, of clay
...

The connection is severed
(I no longer feel you)
What used to be is dead
(I no longer know this)
...

never this far
[far away from…I need]
forgive
“hope is a [false] solution to misery”
...

will I be [gone] forever?
holding myself down in this tide
will I [lose] my mind in this?
finding some dark place to hide
...

cold fingers
always find light;

falling [eternal]….
...

Chemical remains
Of what used to be
Crippled findings
(And [soiled] rain)
...

Fight me out
I hate you
No longer want you
...

Look at me
Look into me
Look in my eyes
...

you may (think) you know me
or that we are friends

but NEVER have you been there
...

We are [bound]
To the road we pave
We are not [strong]
We hurt each day
...

Children find no comfort
Not in a place where
(love is really fear) ?
Hearts find no love
...

Wake up
Out of breath
And I burst out in tears
Because I had a dream
...

my eyes hurt from crying
my lungs hurt from breathing
from all I go through
For You
...