Caleb Gonzales

Far away
Or close by
Your not to far from my mind
I always try to see the world
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When the beauty subsides
And fades behind the mask
That keeps us shielded from the world
Blinding me from where I'm suppose to be
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Building feelings within
Unseen in a mad world
Looking for peace in the dark
Trying to get closer to what seems to be
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Free minds are closed minds
In a different perspective
Strangers or brothers
Yours or mine
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If my eyes closed
To never open
If my heart emptied
To never love
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Bitter hearts
Compromise minds
Leading me astray
My morality in question
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My mind blank like the night sky
Motionless, breathless...
Alone in the night sky
Where did you go?
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A familiar thought
That beckoned in my head
Like a never-ending siren
Staring straight ahead
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Living in a fantasy
Living a life of a simpleton, simple minded
Running a race in a dream you thought you won
Every competitor yourself, every person you tried being
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Say one thing but you mean another
You lie to me
You lie to yourself
Self soothing keeping it locked inside
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In my delirium
I find many friends

Shall they be under a rock
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In an ordinary world, we could be
Maybe, perhaps be happy
In a joyous mind frame in my perpetual reality
I sit and ponder and even wonder
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Faith, is sometimes little more than a word
That may keep you and contain your whole
Put aside along the way
As well as he who has more say
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To sustain the thoughts of love
To look below your thrown and allow evil
He does what he's told
To appear as a friend
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Release the stress
Inhale, exhale
Relieve yourself
Blow the smoke...
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Entrapped
In my own mind
This might be thought
To be pleasant
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The voices below, whisper
Break the ice, crack
To feel the cold, to feel...
Something
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It's the end of the road
No options left
Thought of you getting left behind
Can't get left, where time doesn't exist
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