Brittany Messersmith

I guessed you to be some one you’re not
I guessed you to be something you never were
I guessed you would be there but you never will be
I guessed you would be true but you never were
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This boy…he doesn’t know…
This boy doesn’t know what he does to me with every passing glance
This boy doesn’t know what his touch does to me
This boy doesn’t know how I feel when he is near
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Go a head tell me it will be ok
Tell me you are fine
Tell me its just because of the disease
The car broke down
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My heart beats faster
Tears well
I grab for your hand
You pull me into you
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His words are smooth
His style is crisp
Any woman would fall for his succulent shine
Yet despite it all he is cold
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When i was little my hand would fit in the palm if yours
I would fall asleep on your chest at night
And when I couldn't sleep at night because of the monsters under my bed you scared them all away
I loved you and i still do
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No one takes me seriously only because I try to be myslef
They all look at me as if I am a freak
But what they don't know is this has been my last week
I will go home lock my door
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We had lots of laughs and great times
but i have moved on i know it hurts
i'm feeling it too but me and him
we were together for years
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I try to help but nothing works
people ask for my advice and it is used against me
maybe my problem is that im so focussed on other problems
i forget about my own
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you pushed me to the limitts
you laughed
you poked
you tore me to pieces
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I walk in and I can still smell him
I hear his voice ringing in the halls
You tell he never left the house...
Yet he is gone
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It’s crazy how enchanting it is tonight
Everything’s frosted and chilled
As we sit here gazing at the stars, the powdered sugar snow falls onto us
The cold air turns our breath to a cloud of white as we lean in…
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We all fall, sometimes
We all let ourselves down
Sometimes there nothings left to do but to live with what’s been done
You’re the only one who falls
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