Brad Brandon

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Since you left
I've found myself
Found my purpose
Found my drive and determination
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It seems
No matter where you go
No matter what you do
Everyone takes advantage of you
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Did you ever sit and think
Why you feel different from others
Why you think different
Why you act and want different?
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There are no unlockable doors
There are no unwinable wars
There are no unrightable wrongs
Or unsignable songs
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I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States of America
And to the Republic for which it stands
One nation under God
Indivisible?
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That moment she forced you
To say you don't love me
Yeah f#&% me
I knew this was a war against love
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I pledge allegiance
To the flag
Of the United States of America
And to the republic for which it stands
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I remember not long ago
Somehow you came up
In conversation
It's funny how I referenced you
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I kissed a girl today
I slept in her bed last night
I still thought of you
Let me tell you though
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I will never give up on you
I see the real you
Even if you don't I do
I do
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Be the victim or claim the victory
Move past your fears so you can finally be free
Push through the pain (pain!) you can't be afraid
You won't see the sun until you walk through the rain
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I've talked to people
And they told me I love you
Because I'm reliving the past
I had a revelation tonight
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Tonight
For the first time
I'm finding it hard to sleep
I'm tired
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14.

You've been lied to
Alright
Here goes
First you're retarded
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Billions
And billions
Of women in this world
And of course
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There has been a lot since you've left,
Now
I've become
Death
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Without you
It doesn't just hurt
It feels like I'm dying
My heart
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What people tell me
You shouldn't do anything for her
Just let go you'll find another
What's she done for you
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After what I've been through
What I've done
What I feel
I'm not giving up
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Some time ago
You were in the passenger
You saw a man
he looked you dead in the eyes
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Brad Brandon Biography

Well you can say that my life has been surrounded by death and loss. At the age of two my biological father died. I lost my grandmother at 5. When I was e eight I woke one morning to find my mother dead in the car. I moved to NJ. I retook second grade. After fourth grade I transferred to a private Christian school. My adopted mother died from cancer around then. I transferred to public middle school in seventh grade. My grandfather(the only biological family I had left) died on September 7,2007. He was my hero. He set the record for longevity in the US Navy, serving WWII, Vietnam, and Korea. He was the closest person to me. I went to public high school. I was that guy that wore a leather jacket. I was kinda famous for that. I dated the girl who took my virginity and she ended up cheating on me, so I left her. Sometime after, a different girl caught my eye. I don't know what it was about her but she just seemed to have that kind glow. She was cute. Eventually we started talking and one day she said to meet her by her house. I met her family there. Her dad was an army vet. So we were talking and one day she just kissed me. It felt like an explosion went off. No girl had ever done that to me. I was amazed. I couldn't stop thinking about her. Eventually on June 3,2010, we got into an official relationship. I fell madly in love with her. Eventually she got out of here father's house because he was verbally abusive. For a little while she stayed in my room. The chemistry between us was the most wonderful thing I ever felt. My dad told me she can't stay there so we found various places she could live for a while. We camped out a lot. I tought her various survival things. It wasn't perfect but it was the best thing I ever had. Eventually she went to a place for the homeless and army based and stuff. She moved back with her dad then left again and it was basically the same thing. When she was back there she left me and then we got back together. I left her a few times because my family didn't want us to be together but we always came back together. My dad was proud of me for helping her though. One of the few times he was. Eventually she moved to the southwestern part of NJ. One night we were in my car and she asked me something. She asked me to marry her. She asked me three times and the third time I finally said yes. At some point in time she told me about her uncle forcing himself upon her. I remember when I heard that I started heading there to kill him but GOD stopped me from doing so. I turned the car around and went home. I kept leaving this poor girl because of my family. Every time I hurt her it hurt me too. Both because I felt her pain because of the bond between us and because it hurt knowing I caused it. I never wanted to hurt her. I hated it. I loved her and that still brings me to tears to this day. I remember the last day we saw each other. I remember the last words. She kissed me goodbye as usual and we said I love you. That was the last thing she said in person. Eventually her aunt and uncle went to jail for molesting their own children. She moved with her other aunt down south. Her aunt had her cut off from the outside world. She wasn't allowed to talk to anyone or have a cell phone or anything. She was barely allowed outside even. I loved her so much the only way I could get over her was to believe she was dead. Eventually it worked. I'm fact the day it actually worked finally, I got a call that night. The voice said hi. I immediately cried. I knew it was her. She snuck a cell phone from the kids to communicate. I remember getting back together and I tried convincing her to come back to NJ but it was kinda hopeless. We got into an open relationship because I got another girlfriend. That girl ended up being a flop, so it ended up just me and the one I loved. Her aunt found out and wanted me to send a letter, but I didn't think the aunt would actually give the letter to her. I was right. Her aunt told her to stop but she kept finding a way to contact me. Eventually her aunt found out again and forced her to say something to me. It was i don't love you. I knew she didn't mean it and I saw the tears in her eyes. I cried too and she hung up. Then the tears went back in my eyes and I felt that same feeling as with her uncle. I thought her aunt hurt her. She made her cry. She separated us. That woman I saw as my wife. She tore us apart. I was livid. Nobody hurts my baby I thought. Nobody. Even if I did I would kick my own ass, which I had a way of doing. I tried getting back in touch with her but all failed. I couldn't get over her no matter what. Eventually o got a new girlfriend. This girl just happened to have the same first and middle name as her. We had fun and we got along well. Eventually we got engaged. Her mom split us up but we kept going anyway sneaking around. Seeing each other at any time we got. It started getting harder and harder to find time. She just couldn't get out. Eventually it got too difficult to keep the relationship so we broke up. I realised something. Despite even getting engaged again I still couldn't get her out of my mind. I often questioned my sanity but the results came that I was psychologically stable. I slept around for a while thinking it would help. Nope it didn't. I decided to convince myself she was dead again. That didn't work either. Eventually the loneliness consumed me. I just wanted a girl but I couldn't find one. No one wanted me. After some span of time I decided the feelings were too much. I had court the next day. I decided that after court of our didn't change of kill myself both out of loneliness and the fact I couldn't be with that girl. At court I met a girl. We hit it off instantly. I even told that girl about her and how I still love her. We got into a relationship and eventually got engaged. Then she left me for the first guy that came along because I was the first guy that came along. That broke my heart real bad. I eventually got over her, but i then realized something. I still didn't get over my first ex fiancée.i just couldn't shake it. The harder I tried the stronger my feelings got. Eventually I got a job at 711, where I still work. Letter on i got a DWI because i drove drunk to the police station to report my stolen license. I decided to invest my money because I have a deep desire to be successful I can not need to work and be able to help people. I want to do things like give houses and income to the homeless and plant food to help end starvation. It's been almost two years since my third ex fiancée and I haven't seen my first in maybe four years. I haven't talked to her in three. I remember one night I was working. I was having a great night. Now my first ex fiancée and I were kinda psychic together. Everytime she felt pain or happiness or whatever emotion, if feel it too. So this night I was working and I just felt it. I felt an emotional pain so awful that it was only comparable to when my biological mother died. It was a terrible pain. I literally fell to my knees at work and cried for hours. I couldn't even do my job. It was that bad. I knew it was her. I knew I was feeling her pain. That showed me just how much I love her. I decided that I want to give her a truly happy life. No not a little happy, not sometimes happy, no I want her to be ecstatic. I never want to see a single tear of pain or sorrow come out of her eyes again and I want her to be crying tears of joy. Since this I became hell-bent. I decided to give her a happy, free, and fulfilling life even if i die trying and as much as I really have to have her in my life I'll let her live that life with our without me. Even though it would practically kill me to be separated from her, I have to do this for her. I'm not afraid to lose anything for her, not even my own life, not even her, and she means everything to me. I am Brad and this is my story. PS If you are her and you are reading this, you don't need me to tell you that i love you, but I will anyway. I love you beyond my own understanding, Jenni Rose, and if you don't believe me I'll prove it.)

The Best Poem Of Brad Brandon

Since You've Been Gone (The Bright Side)

Since you left
I've found myself
Found my purpose
Found my drive and determination
My motivation
It's you
I'd feel empty and w without emotion
But I would imagine
A future with you
I'd feel wonderful
Amazing
Alive
Happy
To the point
Of tears of joy
Meaning
Beauty
Purpose
Completeness
Now I think of you
Not every day
But every hour
You give me drive
To keep moving
Keep building
Keep learning
Growing and preparing
To help you with your problems too
To give you a meaningful life
To give you true happiness
To achieve your dreams
To give you peace
Wisdom and understanding
To help you grow
And blossom
Into the Rose you are
Who you're meant to be
Not who everyone wants you to be
You
Beautiful you

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