Blue Hair Blue Eyes

I have an idea
Lets play a game.
You pretend that you care
And I'll do the same.
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I love you
So I let you go
Praying you'll come back to me.
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I want you here
I want you gone

I want to see you everyday
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When I think about you
I think about love
I think about hate
I think about sadness
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Here i sit
with you on my mind
i want to open your heart
and see what i can find.
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Drowning in my own thoughts,
So much to say,
No one to say it to.
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Where were you
When I was crying myself to sleep?

Where were you
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My soul was crushed
things were so rushed.
It all happened so fast
my heart left without a cast.
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I don't know what to think anymore

I don't know what to do anymore
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So much
In my head
Running fast
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Does anyone see it happening? I'm sure they don't. At lease they don't when it comes to me. I go to school and cry. I come home and cry where no one can see my weakness flowing down my face. At night I lay awake thinking what I do to deserve these vocal bashings.
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Why can't you listen?
Why can't you stop?
Why do you have to fight?
Why can't you let it go?
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Don't hide the way thee feel
let thy emotions be known.
Don't hold thyself from the heel
to hate thyself thee be prone.
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Anger
Is all I feel.

This
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Why is it so hard for you to understand
what you mean to me?

Why is it so hard for you to understand
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