Bleeding Willow

You say she is happy
but really she's not
you say she always has a smile
that lasts awhile
...

you used me i think?
i still hold that question to this day
all the things of what we had, could of had, did have,
you gave up while i still tried
...

</></>Its coming again, the pain
quick as night an when it rains
my tears that are falling are driveing me insane
is there anyway out of this misery?
...

Will i stay or will i go thats a choice i need to know
To live i have to endure the beatings, the evil flashes- that the
dark recesses
my mind that haunt me, that mock me, that constently wont leave me
...

It crushes me to see it I try to keep a smile
Even though it doesn't even last a while knowing I will never Have you the thought makes me sick each wakeing moment when you leave I'm watching the clock tick
...

...

Can you really look at me an lie?
Lie while you look at me in the eye
beliveing with you i have to try
with your words you deny
...

You lived a long life for this i know
I wish you can stay but you have to go
you have grown so tired it has shown
I will miss you, your never to be alone
...

The girl who hides in jacktets to cover the pain
the girl who has been shiped off place to place even in the rain
the girl who has been called stupid, ugly, fat, an insane
the girl who has been picked on her whole life an wants to die
...

If i pray to have a day it seems slim
i see the light flash before my eyes i like the feeling
not feeling pain
if i leave i wont come back
...

I see you
an you see me
what we feel between each other
is true as can be
...