Bittersweet Music

If you want the truth ask me
it pretty bad I know

if you need to leave just go
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So you see the passion
The passion that resides
So you don't believe it
You take me for a lie
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I await you in my dreams
My hold lingers on you
Sweet release
I am loving you
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Somtimes I wonder
if we will always be this way
We are alone against a wall
A shadow to a shadow
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Somtimes life happens
It can't be explained
Somtimes without knowing it then
Two people are in the same place
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I am here when you need me
I will be here always
I will wait for you forever
My hand open to you
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Roses and thorns
Love and pain
Blood and knives
Murders and fate
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Longing for the old days
The days of life and laughter
Longing for good memories
But it's only images
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Some times I wonder
If I slit my own throat
If I am my own murder
If my thoughts
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I want to
Consume myself
I want to just cry
I want to give up
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Home is where
your heart belongs
What a silly tale
But when I heard that message
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Sometimes when
I just keep crying

And when I feel
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I love you and I am here for you
And when I say that
I wish you knew its true
Somtimes people can see a plea
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It is hard to describe
Fear and hurt inside
But I will say this
It can feel like
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I don't know what
You expect from me

I don't know what to say
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Possibilities fill
empty spaces
Cracks seeping in
filling you up
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Sometimes life throws us pain
The aches can linger
Can make us faint
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Moving on
To another bed
another place
To lay your head
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I am not sure what
to believe right now
To see what's written
and the actions that
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I just want to know where I am going
I just want to know the reality in everything
I just want to regain my sanity
I just want simple honesty
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