Billie Jessie

you dont see
the hurt in my eyes
when you look at me
i have to disguise
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Save me
From the
Nothing I
Have become.
...

When you hurt her
Picture this;
Innocent, sweet, happy,
Always pure bliss;
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I didn't mean to make you mad
I'm sorry, dad. Please put down
The belt and the bottle.
Please pay attention.
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I can't change
That I'm a woman
And that I'm attracted
To a beautiful woman.
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I'm tired of being cheated and lied to.
I'm tired of being the only one who cares.
I'm tired of uncertainty.
I'm tired of hate.
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I am done
Done with being laughed at,
Hit, kicked, pushed
By everyone.
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You hurt me
Deserted me when I needed you most
And now I wonder
If love is real
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Fate? What
Is the meaning
Of this life?
So that i fight
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What happens when
Forever
Doesn't last as long
As you thought it would?
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