Barbara Vanier

See me dance, dance for you
Move my arms, my leg
You give me everything
Nothing from you I beg
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Riding through the morning
Risen sun in my eyes
Orange placards warning me
Of ahead what does lie
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I'm telling you please thanks for all that's given
I'm saying please could you spare a little more
And I'm trying hard to live like you expect me
But I lay crying down on the killing floor
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I hurt someone last night
I didn't use a stick
I didn't use a club
I didn't use a knife
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Black holes draw into themselves
matter of time and then they are gone
screaming in fear the light tries to escape
into the Nothing
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You spoke those word I always feared
Your silence has left me broken here
What did I do what did I say
To make you silently walk away
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Where did she go that slave of mine
She travels so far away
Hour after hour she goes
Chasing the sunset away
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Ashes falling on the ground
Winds that blow a hollow sound
Once standing taller still
Now falling by your will
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My Heart how I miss you.
I long to see your face to hear your voice.
To long have I sat in silence my heart calling out to you.
Where are you my love?
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Did you see
Did you hear
Are you blind
Are you deaf
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Mother came over today
She didn't know how I felt
She didn't know about last night
She said I looked like hell
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I am blessed by the winter sun
It's kiss warm and soothing
It caresses me in it's bosom
And holds me close
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My smile never ending
It radiates from my being like rays of the sun
There is a reason for this
It is my beloved
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I walk through the snow of the mountain
Yet I do not know cold
A place where the air is thin
Yet I do not need to breath
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Why is it so painful
Why does it hurt so much
Why does it feel this way
When one loves so much
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I decided to open up my heart today
After years of keeping myself closed
People have told me about my wall
It has just taken time is all
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It once might have been
That we were two roses bending in the wind
Each with it's own fragrance sweet
Living on the sun but not aloud to speak
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Sometimes I walk through the candy store
My head bowed down but eyes up and I gaze
Do they notice that I need to feed
Do they wonder what pleases me
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I am sitting here with this sound in my head
Shivers shakes my body as I long to hear more
I am glad no one can hear it
But Am I
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