What I fear, what I know.
Only the strong and broken of equal power to me are able, are capable and willing to be there for me enough to truly and accurately reflect me back to myself, to allow me to encounter, to know the truth of myself, the real truth, of my powers, needs and wants were I can live out what is really mine and satisfying.
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Can my tenderness and longing of my heart ever be embraced, understood.
Will I forever be a slave to my exterior, to others misunderstandings and projections of me.
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Winston Churchill, Albert Einstein, Walt Disney, George Patton John Kennedy John Lennon Steve, Steve Jobs, Stonewall Jackson,
the greats from antiquity.
This is my core,
my regenerative force
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Even more than honesty, is caring, giving and effort and struggling from what is meaningful in her life, holding it very sacred, sacred, that is what is real, that is what last.
My heart cries for her but she is not here.
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She is a little crazy, true, and for me game over.
Being dyslexic I really experience how people, especially professional and so called normal mature people abuse the most the most vulnerable at their most vulnerable
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