anonymous. thanks.

axiety builds and i let the blade sink in.
the blood flows.
i just watch my life go.
scarlet drips and i'm okay.
...

i always miss the way.
you let me weep in your arms.
the way you wiped my tears away.
and kept me safe from harm.
...

I hunt for your love,
like war hunts for a dove.
We can pretend to move on,
but this pain has no dawn.
...

hide behind your sin.
i wonder where you've been.
i can't see past all the lies.
all i can see is the loneliness in your eyes.
...

i am at the will
of a sharp piece of metal.
always deep enough to feel the pain,
never enough to kill.
...

turn my mind over.
and find multi-colored silhouettes.
hanging on thin wires.
hoisting dreams upon delicate,
...

...

hopeless little girl,
with your arms all scarred up.
you let the razor sing you to sleep,
watch it sink in,
...

need is a funny thing.
all gutless and consuming,
to your knees it does bring.
love is all pain.
...

like a knife in your arm.
and a love unrequited.
i'll just whisper low,
and hope things can
...

the eerie cold stifles all
my tender cries.
the heated screams
brush out my empty smiles.
...