Neeka Neekz

What is this that I’m feeling?
I feel so embarrassed inside
Tears falling from my eyes
Running down my cheeks
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I’m so sick and tired of this life!
When will I get a chance?
Will there ever be a change?
Watching my life slowly passing me by
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At that very moment she realized
That life is a journey
A journey that is meant to be travelled
With her pen and paper she started jotting down her observations later
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Love is something that you do not take for game
Sometimes it brings you pleasure
Sometimes it brings you pain
Now I know why people think that I’m insane
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At times it feels as if my life as been put on hold
Standing still at the moment
Not realizing that I’m getting old
Putting my thoughts on paper
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Afraid to look in the mirror
Thinking that it might break
Afraid of seeing my reflection
Thinking that it’s a mistake
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Why is life so hard?
Why it gotta be me?
Why I’m I the only one helping people?
Can’t someone try to help me?
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Boy you know my situation
I think about all the time
I even saw you in my imagination
I hope you understand what I’m trying to say
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What can I say when I wasn’t given permission to talk?
What can I do when all you tell me is learn to creep before I walk?
What else is there to do, when nothing that I do pleases you?
What’s all the fussing about, when everyone is telling me to shut my mouth?
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It hurts been lonely
It hurts knowing that you’re sad
It drives me crazy
Now I’m really getting mad
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Why is it that I love you?
Why is it that I even care?
Why are people meant to be?
And still the world ain’t fair
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At age sixteen we think that we all grown
We believe that no one can speak to us
So we tend to frown
Parents!
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He is driving me totally insane
I want to hit him so bad that
It will connect to his brain
Then he will start crying saying that
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Why did you lie to me?
Why do you act so shy?
Why when I told you that I’m leaving
You went on your knees and started to cry?
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