ani hill

Im sick of pretending its all perfect
Tired of living a lie
Sick of loving you
Tired of the tears I cry
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I'm sitting here in tears
You think it's just a joke
But its not you that's hurting
It's not your heart that's broke
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I sit her writing this poem
Longing to let go
Would you even notice?
Would you even know?
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Don't look in my eyes
Don't take my hand
Don't tell me your sorry
Or that you understand
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I sorry about this daddy
I know you love me so
But the pain is just too much
I really need to go
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Laugh it up when you see me
Laugh about the times you left me for your friend
Laugh at how I came running back
How I always gave in in the end
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You all judge me by my looks
But you dont know the real me
You dont see the person inside
Who I really want to be
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