Angel Smith

Roses grow redder
Her eyes violent blue
As they tear apart the nothing
That meant everything to you
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Life is a prison,
Oh God let me out.
No one to listen,
To hear when you shout.
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Harsh words & violent blows
Hidden secrets nobody knows
Eyes are open, hands are fisted
Deep inside I'm warped & twisted
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I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness
and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under
I yell for help but no one is there to hear it
I begin to see the water at eye level
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She is lonely
Even though you can't tell
She is reaching out
For what, she doesn't know
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Why does the thought of death
The feeling of ending this life
The torture, the pain, the hurt
The discomfort I cause,
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The sun used to shine on me,
there used to be a fluffily clouded sky.
I knew about something called happy.
I always knew just where I wanted to be.
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Void, canceled, simply annulled.
Endlessly aching, unconsoled.
Life without you, cause without reason.
Touch without sense, time without season.
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To those who don’t see
To those who don’t care
To those who don’t need
We are the ones who will help you.
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Why does the thought of death
The feeling of ending this life
The torture, the pain, the hurt
The discomfort I cause,
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Something must be wrong with me
with all this hurt inside,
always bursting with anger,
and never any pride.
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There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,
It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.
I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,
What is to come, to my dismay.
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Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl
It feeds on loneliness and creates a void
Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture
A teenager is stricken and destroyed
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I've been pushed down so many times
I feel this time will be the last
as I lay here fading
my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past
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I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.
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She's the one in class
Who's always harassed
She's the one in school
Who's never been cool
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This hurt she can't handle overflows to a knife
She writes on her arm, wants to give up her life
Each day she gets through is a day she is strong
She really wants to but she thinks it is wrong
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As i watch myself disappear slowly in the mirror
i bleed from every orifice
standing in the puddle of my own blood
wandering why i stood in this life
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Listening to the love songs on the radio
I stare at the little blade of cheap metal
It can do so much damage
My scars you can see
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