alley 091
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I was lost 6 months ago
It was lust that drove my soul
I couldn't controll...
what happened that night
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You say I am weak? !
You would be weak too if
you've been through the things
that I've been through
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I keep telling myself it's not love
it's just a simple crush
it's just simply lust
I've been holding these
...
You dont bother me...
Go ahead and find someone
I can do the same
You dont trouble me
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We said our hellos, but not goodbyes.
I was waiting for you to speak that night.
You stared, yet ignored. I felt as small as
the grass beneath my fingers. You told
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Where do tears come from
right before they leave your eyes?
Do they come from the heart?
or a secret place in the mind?
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I know now... that not one person can stay the same
From the looks to the attitude... that one person has changed
They've either been beaten or tainted... by reality
We all have...
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my words are not of anger
my words are not of hate
my words are not of evil
but of love, purity, and sweet sayin'
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He left as fast as he came
What's left? Only sad memories
I can't say that I am changed.
but he did take a little part of me...
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When I think about you, my heart just breaks.
Or atleast I think it does, my heart just aches.
When I see how happy you are, I must admit.
I ask myself, will I find happiness?
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These words i speak taste oh so bitter
Sweet love of mine I'm sorry
I can not give what you patiently seek.
My heart has bled, my heart is weak.
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Finally I am home.... all alone
with no one to look at
no busy bodies running around
no noisey people
...
Imagine....
Not a single speck of blue in the sky.
Imagine...
The sun flashing single rays of light.
...
When I experinced this for the first time...
I thought I was going crazy.
I dreamt about you every night.
You haunted my thoughts even in daylight.
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alley 091 Biography
Some people take a lifetime just finding out who they are. This is something I struggle with everyday. But as each day goes by, I see a little part of me reveal itself. I can be goofy, serious, blunt, mysterious, shy, and sometimes I may not shut up (when I'm ranting) . All in all, I am me. Whoever that is... :) I guess you can say, I'm different. The life I live has molded me into this totally unordinary, 'which cave did you crawl out of? ! ', 'where the hell did that thing come from? ! ', kinda girl. Which I believe isn't such a bad thing. As for the drugs and booze, it's all behind me. I'm retired. At the age of 16? You'd think I'm lying... but I'm not. My mind has aged too fast. Like a fine wine, it's bittersweet. In the inside, I'm not a this naive teen. My age is an issue, which has been a bit of my downfall. My childhood's a blur. I've been living the life of an adult for too long. Sometimes you've gotta grow up before your time, just to survive in the world you live in, which has no place for a child. There are times where I don't think before I speak. Not sure if it's a bad thing. Don't get me wrong. I'm not inconsiderate about anyone's feelings. It may seems that way, but it's not true. When I say something... I mean it. Why lie? I'd rather be passive as hell than lie. If you want to sweep my off my feet... grab a broom. Fair warning, it's not easy. My heart is like the sword of camelot... is your name King arthur? What's my idea of fun nowadays? Surf is awesome. Espically when the waves wash away your stress. Drumming is a passion, and so is messing with a guitar. The government is my biggest foe. Well, just most of the people in it. So, talking about your foe helps you feel much better. Debates are my thing. Fun, fun, fun! Chatting away till you fall asleep... well that's reserved for my lovers and friends. Breaking small rules, the thrill is a blessing... but nothing too big, where you can't talk your way out of the situation. Star gazing... now there's something good for your eyes. Sitting on a roof top with a few of your friends. That's more of my idea of a Romantic evening. haha... yes. Fun, fun, fun!)
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Loss, Lost, Lust
I was lost 6 months ago
It was lust that drove my soul
I couldn't controll...
what happened that night
What a loss I say to you
It wasn't love
but why not try something new?
Why judge someone you don't know?
Just open your mind and go with the flow
But no...
You had left so many words unspoken
I have questions, but your mind still isn't open
What a loss I say to you
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