alicia white

Hopeful eyes, happy smiles
Soft hands, million dreams
Is this not the identity of a child?
Then why do i see 
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Baby,  
Believe me i loved you more than ever
We were perfect together
I thought we were forever 
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As I swim gracefully in the sea
My gray blue skin shinning
Bright in the
Crystal clear water
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Im happy today
Im truly happy
For the first time
In a long time
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i remember when i met you
i remember when i fell in love with you
i remember when you said 'i love you'
i remember when i said it back
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We were together
For months in my mother stomach
Kicking laughing and having a
Great time
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constantly thinking
never to be the same
tears fall
endlessly
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The real me 
The real me is hidden
The real me won't let anyone see
The real me dreads sleep
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You say it will be okay 
You say it will work itself out
You say I'm your best friend 
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Around, all around, the angels gather.
My dread grows as the dagger of your words falls against my heart.
It slays me, and darkly my
blood drips
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the night falls with a silent sigh, cold and alone are we.
the emotion for which you lust
flares once, then dies,
smothered by the all-encompassing dark.
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Slender beams of moonlight enter
this darkened chamber as I kneel,
always a slave, always lost,
frozen here,
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I am a daughter to two loving parents
A sister by blood to three
A bestfriend to many
On a hot summer day
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