alice spakrs

alice spakrs Poems

1.

Spinning out of control,
Making me feel so weak inside.
You spread your lies all around the school about me.
Words do hurt you see?
...

Are you laughing now,
Now that I'm out of this town?
Are you laughing now,
Now that I take my finally bow?
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Its time for me to go.
This you must know.
I need to leave.
Just let me please.
...

As the darkness comes over me.
All I can see,
is the sound of Death's evil bells ring.
And the angel of darkness sing.
...

I feel so much pain inside of me,
its hurting me like not tomorrow.
I miss the way he used to hold me,
kiss me,
...

If they ever cared and ever loved someone,
Then let them hear what they have done.
To me for a decade now,
Let them know it was they who made me take my final bow.
...

7.

Baby look this way.
We need you to stay.
Please don't leave your baby girl alone.
Come back home.
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They can't see me cry
They can't see the pain I hide inside.
From the world so crazy,
From the life that has grown hazy.
...

You picked me when I was down,
Now you put everything we've been in the ground.
I gave you my heart,
But you tore it apart.
...

10.

When I hear his voice, I feel a smile come upon my face.
When I get a message from him saying good morning beautiful, it reminds me of how much he
cares about me.
When we hug and he holds me tighter, I know that he doesn't want to let me go.
...

11.

I feel like I need to cry, yet all my tears are gone.
I feel like I need to escape this place,
but there's no where to run or hide.
I feel the need to tell him the truth, but sadly I can't.
...

My life is a mystery to some
just another life to others.
My life is just a place where all good things come and go,
just another day in the cold snow.
...

Have you ever just questioned what makes you happy?
Whats that one thing that makes you smile?
Is it when you see her face after a long time being apart?
Is it getting a new video game or a new game conceal?
...

14.

Daddy, do you hear my cry's?
Do you hear me say your name at night?
Daddy, where did you go to?
Why did you leave me alone in the blue?
...

How can I tell him how I feel when I know that its wrong?
How do I know that my heart is leading me in the right direction if I keep running back to the man that cased me so much pain?
Who can tell me what I need to do?
All I know,
...

Break, shatter, torn, rip.
Is all I hear when you take a grip.
Break, shatter, torn, rip.
Just by the sight of it I feel my life slip.
...

My dearest friend please hear my cry.
AS I slept that Monday night I didn't know what you were doing.
Now I know what you said leaves me here and leads me to a lie.
I wish I could've heard your booing.
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Truth is that when you left me,
I finally was happy.
Truth is that the day you showed me the truth,
I knew everything you have ever said was a lie.
...

19.

I wish I could leave this place.
Leave the pain and disgrace.
I wish I knew what I did that was so wrong.
Its been like this for so long.
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I'm sitting on a lonely bridge.
I'm wonder where I'm suppose to go now.
Now since I took my final bow.
I'm gone from the place I once called home.
...

alice spakrs Biography

I grew up never really knowing my biological father. Or even my own 2 older brother and my only little sister. I ran away from my home for the first time in 2009 because I couldn't stand the pain. I started cutting in 2010 because for about 9 years then I was being called a freak, loser, death lover, and unwanted. My poems speak the truth about my life and so many others. Right now, I'm currently in a relationship with an amazing young man. I pray he doesn't break my heart like all the others did before him... thanks for taking time out of you're scheduled to read this, and to some judging me on how I grew up.)

The Best Poem Of alice spakrs

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Spinning out of control,
Making me feel so weak inside.
You spread your lies all around the school about me.
Words do hurt you see?
Tell me that we're friends one more time,
Lets see how much you lie.
You made me want to die so much,
Words hurt more than you'll ever understand.
Was this all just part of your plan?

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Tyler Hicks 28 November 2012

These all are really great

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