Ahtivah Lawton Poems

Mother, can you hear me?
Mother, screaming out in agony
Mother, I just want you to come home and scream out to me
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(Just inspired by experiences of others and my surroundings)

They see on the first glance and began to ake strategies to get into that girls pants.
They operate, stratergize and hallucinate their alternative ways and see what kind of girls could they get in a number count of days.
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Yes...finally i have deleted this thing out of my life
He is deleted off my buddy list even tho i hesitated twice
I even dreamt about being his wife not thinking about all of the consequences with dealing with his strife!
Yes...finally i have deleted him out of my life
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(this is suppose to be a Haiku, and i had many version of this but i guess this is the best!)
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10-11-93 is when pity was born
when unbelievers, fornicators, and thieves were born
10-11-93 is when prejudice was born
when Emmit Till was sabatoged and killed of looking the wrong
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(wow i jus sat down here and wrote this poem...didnt even kno where this was going to lead me or what to write about..but i love it...but i need a title.....'Free'..'Not Being Free'...or 'And thats True'....help me to decide!) ..okay im going with the title 'The Imprisoned Noun'
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My relapse is the brown skin...brohawk,6 feet bogus guy, who really isnt my type - and i dont love but I want and like him - why? ? ?

HE IS MY RELAPSE..needing the satisfaction and the calming relaxation of my nerves, because if I dont get my drug I become an unwanty junky...beginning to beg for change and for food since im hungry...putting myself in the industry of prostitution that i risk getting raped....getting serious migrane headaches and developing the shakes.
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Are you worth the pain, agony, sweat and tears
worth of unhappiness, pain and fears.
Is Anybody Worth That?
Are you worth opening yourself up like a trash can, letting all types of garbage come in - metal and plastic..things that takes away your value from within?
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