Aez NewHeller

you are what i'm praying for
for you i'll gladly open the door
in my door, you're welcome
yet you don't come
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I LOVE YOU
sounds good to my ear,
it sucks though,
heartache's what i fear..
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Hatred filled me up
Lost! ...Give me a map
Seen a friend I named HOPE
Though my friend does not dope
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I've seen orange and green
When I've thought of a happy ending

I've seen black and white
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It's so cold and
Nobody cares to give a hug
It's so dark and
Nobody cares to give some light
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A lovely peaceful night
And my mind is so bright
My heart is so good
Can't feel the heavy load
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What a bad day I had
But I must thank the Lord God
For the life given
And the countless blessing
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You are still not over her
You both still love each other
So I will make my exit,
And let her take her seat.
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Isn't there a food
That could lighten a mood?

Isn't there a place
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I'm not jailed,
But my feelings are,
They've been always there
Waiting for the time
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Patience is easy to acquire
but waiting gets you in fire
waiting...
sometimes you got bored
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This is what I like
being out of sight
alone in the corner
no one will look pitier
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if somebody will ask 'who are you? '
tell him that this is you..
coz you've let the wind bring you
coz you've let the tree let go of you
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Clock ticks,
Brain so crumpled
Pride so defeated
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Stop reminiscing the past
Focus on the present

Stop thinking of tomorrow
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Another year is coming
For my darling
Things done,
An accomplishment considered?
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I had this feeling before
Seems it's coming back for more

Sense of being jailed
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Take a deep breath
Feel the beat of relief
Flowing blood pumps to the veins of the heart
Swallow the disappointments
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It's hard to dream when,
You came without calling
With me not expecting
It's hard to dream 'coz,
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I am doubtful
Or to myself I am making a fool?
World is a lie,
Freaks want to die
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